He clearly didn’t understand- if it was as easy as that she would be over there so much more often. But they were together. That was enough of a reason for her not to do so- she didn’t want to get in the way of them, although that was exactly what she wanted, at the same time. Plus like he had said, they had a child. Her selfishness couldn’t get in the way.
“ It is your fault. She fell in love with you- That’s why she’s not living with us anymore. It’s why I can’t see her as much any more. It’s your fault that it’s not that easy. ”
Lance was so used to blaming himself for everything, but for it to be his fault that Tabitha – the love of his life, fell in love with him? Returning his feelings after an agonizing lifetime of missing her, not knowing if he’d ever see her again, and died before they had a chance to reunite in the same timelines.
“God forbid I’m happy for once.” he mutters harshly under his breath, anger beginning to build up in golden eyes. Deep down, this severely hurt his heart. All Skylar saw him as was a sister stealer. Her words were idiotic and incredibly selfish, and if she was anybody else, the rage of the lion would of already been unleashed.
“You know what? Fine, blame me, blame me ALL you want. It’s always my damn fault. Honestly, I don’t know what she saw in me, i’m a fucking loser. I’m selfish, I know I don’t deserve her.”
“But, after all the suffering and pain I’ve gone through, I know I deserve happiness, and that’s where it lays, with her and no one else. So, better get used to hating me, because i’m not giving her up just to make you happy.”